The Fast Lane

Revived it from the dead as well.

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Muahz.

JK on the cigarettes part. Ciggy's = Ash tray kissez. lol

So, def poppin' the top on my Pineapple Smirnoff tonite wit the gurliez. Then, nite cap with the hubby to start my weekend off ;-) (wink wink)

• Jade eyeshadow w/ Mac Fluidline eyeliner ~ heavy: ✓
• Pineapple smirnoff & pineapple juice: ✓
• Black & lighter (LOL'z): ✓
• Mag'z ;-p : ✓
• Anticipation on heavy rotation: ✓
• Post-mag'z text messages (probably to deuce): ✓
• Hoping the bestie doesn't see the remnants tomorrow afternoon: errr, to be continued..........

'Til lata luvs!

That's what one of my distant friend's status on FB was. Lmao Nothing else, just.... "bad jawns and money". And we're the same age if he's not older (21, college senior)

I guess this is all anybody needs anymore rite? Lmao, smh.....joke.

Not sure if anyone was trying to leave me comments besides the bestie (HAHA!), but I THINK I fixed it so you now can. (hopefully!)

Muahz.

So, the video droppped. Thought it was cute. Me being a fellow dancer, I'm feelin' some of his choreography. =) Enjoy.

Some time last week. 12:30 am

Deuce: hey
Dizzy: hey loser
Deuce: wats up
Dizzy: nothin much jus chillin. wat u up to?
Deuce: chillin watchin a movie wit claire and whitney
Dizzy: aww! tell them i said hi
Deuce: claire is in the bathroom whitney said hi and *deuce* said he misses u
.............
Dizzy: ....... i miss u too
Deuce: =)

I got a hubby but......
I miss you too.

* = not his real name

So, I was bored last night b4 dance rehearsal so I decided to try this rainbow look>. Survey says: Luvs it! Hence the same photo to the right. But I doubt I'll be wearing it out anytime - DEF. a summer look - preferably the beach.

Anywayz, to create this look, use:
1. Too Faced Shadow Insurance primer

Hi luvs! I apologize for the brief hiatus. Anyway.....

Not sure how late I am on this but, my sisters just told me about this this past weekend.

This young man is Donnie Wade II and late last month, he sadly passed out and died while going thru his process for Phi Beta Sigma Fraternity, Inc at Prarie A&M in TX. The full article is here.

In no means am I splashing the frat - (the article is published online for everyone to see). I just felt the need to shed some additional light to the situation, since I'm sure there are others who didn't know, including me.

This is when ppl seriously need to get a grip. I really thought after the AKA incident in Cali, Divine 9 orgs would be more conscious of things.  And they probably have been for the most part. But clearly not entirely. Granted, most ppl who wish to become a part of the org want it really bad - and have to prove just how much before they are offered the opportunity. But, little "incidents" like this ^   .......................... should NEVER be a factor.

Uber-Excited!!! Just got back form ULTA. Mind you, I went to try to find a shimmery gold eyeshadow for tomorrow nite (which I did - BareMinerals in 'Summer' I believe and  the L'oreal H.I.P. in 'Gilded'). BUUUUUTTTTTTTTT as I was still walking around the aisles, my eyez came across this beauty:

Little inspiration from listening to "Oh My God".

So, this is a topic me & the boyfriend heavily discuss every so often. More specifically - whom is more inclined to cheat - men or women?

His take is that he's known of the sweetest, nicest, most "innocent" gurls who end up doing the most scandalous shit with different dudes, despite the fact that they're wifed up. Basically, he feels as though there are very few faithful individuals left in the world.

I, on the other hand, believe deep down that each of us (male or female) holds the capacity not to cheat on our significant others and ALWAYS feel some type of way when dudes drop the "It's hard to stay faithful" bs line. NEWSFLASH: IT'S NOT! JUST CHILL THE FxCK OUT!!! lol. But to speak more critically, in my opinion, women outnumber men in this world, so the numbers would say MEN are more inclined to cheat just because the opportunity presents itself a little more often {just to play devil's advocate}.

Honestly, I've found in my personal experiences one sex isn't more inclined than the other. We're all human and when ppl start getting lonely, or unsatisfied sexually, or frustrated or just plain ass unhappy - that's when rash decisions are made. And these are all thingz that both men and women don't generally care for.

I will say though, men can be a little sloppy/stupid with theirs and are more likely to get caught lol. (Jus my opinion & becuz I'm a gurl :-p)

Morning luvs. For all those who aren't sick of the sampled 'Run This Town' production by Jay {including me =)}, I stumbled upon Lil' Wayne's take on it. Enjoy:

So, here's a green look I tried for me & the hubby's 1-month yesterday. (Yes, I said 1-month lol). Survey says: It's a keeper!

I used:
1. Too Faced Shadow Insurance eyeshadow primer
2. Urban Decay Eyeshadow in Urb, near my lashline
3. I actually used a dark green liner pencil for the next line up, Milani eyeliner in Green Glamour
4. For my crease, I used the 'crease' color from the Maybelline Expert Eyes Natural Smokes quad (an absolute must-have)
5. And finished everything off with Maybelline Colossal Mascara (the absolute BEST mascara I've ever tried! And trust, I've had plenty :-p)

So there you have it. All the gurliez loved it. Sorry the pic is a bit blurry. Love ya ♥

I'm sitting in the back of my Phonetics class, half-listening to Prof. Kawahara showing us all these slides of spectrograms and all I keep thinking is "I SO want chocolate.....I REALLY want a chocolate bar right now....Damn I want chocolate". Lol

Ironic that the boyfriend is quite chocolate-complected himself. Hehe. Idk....prob becuz my monthly's expected to be here by the weekend.

......Oh ~ and he's letting us out dumb early?! U already know. =)

I feel like this song just dropped yesterday and ALREADY there's controversy. Lol.

Tiffany Evans apparently went in yesterday about how suicide rates are gonna skyrocket now, and so many stars sell their souls to the devil and cluck-cluck-cluck and bluck-bluck-bluck and you get the point.

Honestly, after finally listening to the track - I can see why it could be misconstrued as a "suicide track" but I actually like her voice on it. Does that mean I'm gonna go slit my wrists now? NO!

But you be the judge:
Rihanna - Russian Roulette

Muahz.

So apparently, like I so predicted, Kimmy-K is supposedly on a mission to start poppin out the kiddies very soon - within the year to be exact. Kim claims she "always thought she'd be married with 1 kid by the time she was 30" {and she's 29}. Of course, this new mission was supposedly spawned in part with the marriage of her baby sister Khloe and her mommy-to-be older sister Kourtney.

Here's my thing: You run your life how YOU see fit - NOT because 2 of your sisters have major life changes going on. Now, I understand how you can clearly feel like you need a change too but seriously, she obviously is the Kardashian with the most shine right now - she clearly doesn't need a "major change" that comes with a marriage or baby.

And also, if you have to {or like to} go engagement ring shopping - WITHOUT REGGIE - maybe you should just relax for a bit. Just maybe.

Dear Dizzy,

And, no ^ that's not a typo. Lol

Just push play. And ANYBODY who ever stepped into a nail salon should be able to relate. :-)

Tha roomie put me on.

*Lol. Aight so mind you, this is a story about celebs, celeb gossip to be correct. So let me re-emphasize that NONE of my celeb posts should be taken as 100% factual, cause you and I both know we're never where they are. I just like posting stuff I find interesting.*

So, my friend (actually the hubby from New Year's) posted this on the roomie's wall on FB. Honestly... it made my day. PLEASE enjoy:

I sincerely apologize for the lack of post-age. *Ish is gettin heavy up here @ school.
First & foremost congrats to the newest I-Sweets on the yard: Dramatix, Poison & Quiet Storm (their real sweetheart names, not just my personal nickname lol). So proud of you 3.
Secondly: the boy. So, too bad I've def been a rollercoaster ride wit this one. But first, I'd like to note that FROM THIS POINT ON, this young man's name will now be '9 Livez'. Lol I'm sure that's pretty self-explanatory. Anywayz, we actually hit a really bad spot this past weekend. It happened late Friday nite when I got off work. We was supposed to chill that nite and he actually came thru to the Roc wit his brothers while I was on duty. So, he knowz I'm done @ 3 but I decided to give it a little time....3:40 comes and I call, to which he told he'd call me rite back in 2 min. Okay - cool. Now, my impatient butt starts calling back around 4 but this time...to no answer. (Sound familiar?) Nor the 2nd, nor the 3rd, nor the 4th, 5th, 6th or 7th. Yes, I said 7th. Clearly, the luv was too drunk/high to answer his phone. Not an uncommon activity of his.
So by that time I was furious, mostly because we've had SO MANY talks about his stupid bad habits b4. So I proceed to leave him a lovely voicemail that went something like:

"I hope when you hear this you're not too f****d up to understand me. I've waited up for you for the last time. So wat you can do is delete my f***in number from your f***in phonebook cuz..I'm done with you [insert real name here]. Goodbye".

Kinda went in a little bit. But when I'm mad, I'm mad. And dude pissed me the f*** off that nite. I expected to get a few long text messages or a call/voicemail but 2 dayz had passed and nothing. So on Monday, - remember that key that came along with my necklace? 9 Livez MUST not want it anymore since he clearly had nothin to say for hisself. So, I finally hit him up and told him I was coming thru to get it back - that nite. So, me being the girly girl I am *superficially* got all dolled up since it was supposed to be the last time we saw each other like that and proceeded to drive over to his apt., along wit Keenya & Tay in the car (you know, just in case we had to stomp somebody out lol jk). The whole trip ended up being real anticlimactic. After wat seemed like hours of him staring at me, he finally gave it up. I briefly spoke bye as I walked out his building.

Later that nite, we ended up texting each other, becuz I honestly couldn't believe that he had nothin to say. Either he was truly an a**hole or he was jus thought my mind was fed up. Well, to wrap up this story, homeboy said he felt ridiculously ashamed and didnt say anything cuz he felt like he ultimately let me down, didn't know how I felt about him, but that he still cared about me and could only hope he still had a piece of my heart with or without my key. HOW SWEET - *blank stare*.

Sike nah, I admit he was genuine wit it...AFTER I HAD TO DRAG IT OUT OF HIM! And I admit I miss the boy. So needless, we made up last nite. Now, I'm still keeping my guard up...but if 9 Livez truly lives up to his name - then I'm kinda curious to see how this all really plays out.

P.S. The inspiration from my title had a double meaning: 1. Me & the boy of course. 2. While I was trying to move my laptop from my desk to my bed, it slipped - I tried to catch it and it ended up banging against the corner of my best postm resulting in this NASTY crack/splinter on the right side of my screen. :,-) Disaster.

So, the day that me & the cuzzo went out - we hit up M.A.C. cuz she wanted some pressed powder. Well, I'm proud to say.....I lost my M.A.C. v-card that day! :-) After wat seemed an eternity I ended up with these two lovely's:

So, as I stated b4 I was scared out my mind at the thought that I might've actually been *gasp* pregnant. But, to much avail.........I got my monthly yesterday! I am so grateful for these cramps rite now.Lol (sorry if it's TMI for any of yall out there). So yeah, told the bestie when/if I got it ~ we were DEF celebrating, which we did. Me, her & Ja hit up Ruby Tues. (lol) and I got my strawberry lemonade, along with some others. Fun timez.

On another scary note, the boo def. almost got locked for conspiracy & pos. of weapons last nite. Here I was, mad of course cuz he just stopped texting me out the blue, meanwhile he's somewhere dealing with this *ish. Crazy. Thank GOD they let them go (it was his boy's + dudez father is a State boy).

My life...never a dull moment.

A.I.W.I.E. ♥

So, I remember a lil while ago, I discovered that Mr. Raymond had indeed made a video for this song. Then, shortly after I realized how late I must have been (since Trading Places hit the radio a minute ago). HAHA ~ well I'm laughing at me and my lateness but whatev. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE DIGITAL PIANO in this! And the video crossed my mind just now (maybe I'm just in a slow-jam mood, from 'Purple Kisses' to 'It's Yours' to this..hmmm. Anyway, far all those who were late like me (lol) or who just love(d) the song/video, this for you.

Muahz!

Morning, luv's!

Aight, I know I've been slacking on the updates this week but I'm right in the middle of my exam time. =(

So, stumbled across this cd in my room @ home. Um yeah not too sure what became of them - but I LOVED this track. Do you remember 'em? Not too sure why they're baby-oiled up lol. Guess it's an effect. Anywayz, hope ya like!

Muahz.

Hola luv's!

The mask comez off for the next 60 seconds.

I'm sick of you.

I'm fuckin sick you. I'm sick of waiting around. I'm sick of your bullshit ass excuses. I'm sick of giving you a million second chances. And I'm sick of always being your victim.

So I won't be. The next time you wanna drink & smoke in the same nite you was sposed to come see me, I truly hope the hazel fumes close in around your throat. (Lol, aight a lil extreme)

You put up this thick ass wall and play me at a distance and for what? Shit's not even worth it. Excuse me, you not even worth it. Truth be told luv, dudez like you are a dime a dozen here. Look the fuck around. If I wanted to wait up all night, weak ass text back and forth, listen to empty promises only to fall asleep alone - don't you think I'd still be wit D.V. & Time Check's asses right now????? Trust me you ain't that special. You forget it took me 2 1/2 years to notice you right?

Fool.

And you truly have the audacity to catch feelings when I put you up with them when yall act EXACTLY ALIKE!!!!!! HUH??? HELLO? ARE YOU SERIOUS?! And yeah you tell me all the time how I don't deserve this and I don't deserve that. But in the end you only hurting yourself cuz you only showin that you know the gat shit you do is wrong while you CHOOSE to do it anyway.

Cuz that makes sense.

Well, whenever you ready to show me how on earth you're any different, MAYBE you can hit me up, and if I recognize the number maybe I'll even pick it up/text back - whatever you choose. Til then, I'm not even holdin my fuckin breath.

Aubrey was humble?

Me & the roomie used to always sing this little vocal exercise thingy (yeah we're geeks) lol. So I youtube'd it and bong, found it. Okay so most def. the gurls are MAD rough around the edges in this clip - in terms of singing in tune, blending and all that. But I thought this was such a pretty excerpt of when they were first starting out as a group. And it reminds me of once upon a time when Aubrey was just less...everything. Lol Just simply like the rest of her bandmates. *Sigh*

I can't quite remember when I wrote this. But I actually lost it, remembered about it and then found it again lol. This time around tho, I decided to tweak it a little bit. So here goes:

So, last nite I spent the nite over Q-Tip's spot. (Don't worry ~ we're straight lol). But we had a little convo last nite that I woke up thinking about.

Part of the reason he, like many other young men I'm finding, is hesitant to be in an "official" relationship and quickly fall in love is because of past relationships that ended up being horrible. Like, HORRIBLE. He like many other males, explained to me that dudez falling in love & getting their hearts broken is different than from gurls. When dudez fall ~ they fall hard. So naturally the end result when *ish goes sour is pretty much recipe-for-disaster.

But, no matter how many timez I hear this story, I can't stop thinking........ not every gurl out there is going to break your heart. And more importantly - I AM CERTAINLY NOT EVERY GURL, SO I AM NOT GOING TO BREAK YOUR HEART. SO JUST....LET IT......GO. I understand once is enough but it's def. not fair to make every new gurl in your life have to suffer and deal with glueing the pieces back together on our own cause of what some inconsiderate broad did before we came along. If you go through life with this big padlock on, you're robbing others of getting to feel the real you and in return, you're not nearly feeling what you could be to its fullest capacity. And if females bounce back faster cause we're supposedly "stronger" in that sense, why don't you just take a page out of our book luv...so that we could be in this together?.....

Idk, I know that all of these wordz are easier said than done....But don't you realize it's all the more harder if the 'doing' part of it never even starts?

Just my thoughts....

A.I.W.I.E. ♥

So, I wanted to compile a post of photos I've ran across over the dayz that caught me eye. Male & Female. The onez where I actually look just a sec longer and be like ~ wow, that's actually hot. Or something along those linez that makes me wanna take pics that ppl stare at too. Hehe